Saturday, January 30, 2010

So many things happened over the past week.
I'm still feeling a little tired.
and perhaps, still a little depressed.
but I thank God for He has worked miracles in my life to keep me safe and gave me the strength to go through all that I had to go through :)

Just had an extremely fun time with my two great uni friends.
Wanted to go sing song, but ended up with our booking cancelled.
and so, we ended up yum cha-ing for hours until the starbucks people were closing up.
I really enjoyed such sessions.
relaxing but fun :)

tml's a long day.
tuition and then singsong with eileen.
never tried that before; but i'm sure I'll have fun :D

Saturday, January 16, 2010

why TOLERANCE of all the things, Lord? :/

Wednesday, January 06, 2010

YEAR 2010

it's YEAR 2010 now.
and this is my seven hundredth post :)

Typically, there's the "what I want to achieve by the end of Year 2010" List.
and so, TADA!

WHAT LIM JIAXIN hopes to achieve by the end of YEAR2010!

1. Be a more mature Christian!
2. Obtain better academic grades!
3. Learn & master the basics of the Piano!(Bf'll have to vomit alot of blood!)
4. Be able to play the guitar!
5. Be happy everyday!(if not, most of the year!)
6. Get Married!(I WISH! haha. this's always been on my list every year!LOL!)
7. Lose weight!(Of at least 5kg!)
8. Be healthier & fitter!(yeah yeah. I know I've to exercise!)
9. Go on a trip with Boyfriend!(this is a must-fulfill!)
10. Get a laptop!(must save up LO!)

ok. I think that's it for the list.

Hmm. the new year has been so far so good.
Just been having lots of weird stuffs happening.
Just hoping that all of it will just go away, and leave everyone in peace.
:)

(sometimes, I feel so minute. As if I'm of negligible significance in your life. I thought I was supposed to be real special. but somehow, I feel no difference from all those other girls in your life. No difference at all. Maybe, just maybe, I'm not meant to be the One.)

Thursday, December 31, 2009

Year 2009 Review

Since I'm rotting at home, and seeing that there's still approximately 1h30mins to the NEW YEAR.
I shall do a review of Year 2009 :)

In the Year 2009, I have:

* successfully cleared my much-dreaded accounting module!:)
* achieved better grades than the previous year!:)
* gone on a short but happy holiday with my most beloved boyfriend!:)
* survived my crazy schedule of juggling btw school, bf & tuitions!:)
* successfully organised(or co-organised)all the 21st Birthdays of the PRFs!:)
* organised a national-day steamboat!:)
* successfully organised the very crazy & fun & colourful gathering!:)
* celebrated my fourth year anniversary with Jer!:)
* learnt driving a manual car!:)
* failed to get my driving license!:(
* survived a shopping trip to JB w Meifeng & QiaoYun!:)
* fell in love with CHINCHOW w MILK!:)
* attended my closest cousin sister's gorgeous wedding!:)
* felt a even stronger desire to get married SOON ever since!:)
* learnt to not expect too much of people!:)
* lost my voice during my birthday period AGAIN!:(
* survived the hectic second semester of projects!:)
* watched tonnes of good movies with my boyfriend!:)
* watched stupid movies such as THE BOX, THE TREASURE HUNTER, INDIANA JONES!:(
* gone to COMEX with my boyfriend and enjoyed myself SO MUCH!:)
* gone for SUKISUSHI buffets with friends & boyfriend!MUSSELS MENTAI!:)
* made many trips to ICHIBAN restaurant with Jer!:)
* attended and helped out at Jesus Heals 2009!:)
* attended my sister's MEET-THE-PARENTS session with my boyfriend!:)
* received 21 lovely red roses from Boyfriend on my 21st birthday!:)
* been truly surprised by Boyfriend's appearance on my 21st birthday!:)
* rebonded my hair!:)
* spent her last day of Year 2009 all alone! :(
* felt truly loved by her boyfriend & her friends!:)

I guess, that's more or less it.
:D Happy New Year in advance, people!:)

Last Day of Year 2009

Today is the last day of the year 2009.
Just decided to end this year on a nice note with this post :)

Didn't get to do much this year.
Wanted to do something special.
But ended up staying home for the entire day.
Sigh.
Ah wells.
Here's my list of "thanksgiving" or rather, things/people I'm thankful for :)

I thank God for my family; though many a time, I grumble and whine about them.
but I'm thankful that they are always there.
and I do know that whatever they do, their intention is good and simply just wanting the best for me :)

I thank God for my boyfriend;
Having him in my life, really means the world to me.
I'm thankful for the things he does and the effort he puts in, in order just to make me smile or simply to keep me happy.
I love you, dear.

I thank God for PRF; the bubbly girls who promise to be there for me.
Our outings and gatherings always give me something to look forward (though organising is really troublesome :p).
Nonetheless, I'm thankful for them.
Be good girls wherever you are, alrights?
the next outing will be set when the two members return!
:DD

I thank God for my uni friends;
Entering into a new university, I'm glad and thankful that I've met some really good people.
thank you for being such great and fun company :)

Okay lah. Feel so long-winded :(
This year, my countdown will be spent staring at my computer screen on FACEBOOK! :)
how exciting. >.<

Wednesday, December 30, 2009

Came by the following and was sharing it with my gorgeous Peiling.
and decided to just blog it :)
Source: MSN.com

Best Marriage Proposal 2009 by MSN.com

You Ought to Be in Pictures
The one thing my boyfriend, Josh, and I don't have in common is movies -- I love them, but he could care less. But for our third anniversary, Josh offered to take me to see one. When we walked into the theater, it was already dark, so we grabbed a seat near the front. Suddenly, a picture of us came up on the screen -- Josh had made a movie about us! He and some of our friends acted out scenes from our relationship, and as the movie ended, I turned and Josh was kneeling on the floor. He opened a box with a ring pop inside just as the words "WILL YOU MARRY ME?" flashed on the screen. Then the lights turned on and everyone yelled, "Surprise!" Both of our families and our closest friends were in the theater watching the whole time!

A Fish Tale
My boyfriend and I flew to Seattle and visited Pike Place Market, famous for its fishmongers who throw fish. One of the fishmongers asked me if I wanted to catch a fish. I was nervous that I'd drop it, but I caught the fish and held it above my head to the applause of onlookers -- and then someone shouted that there was something in the fish's mouth. I discovered a plastic bag, tore it open, and found a small box inside. I turned around to find my boyfriend down on one knee!

Love Note, Redux
My fiance and I started dating our senior year of high school. He was shy, so he wrote me a note and left it on my desk -- it was super-dorky and asked if I wanted to "go out with him, be together, or whatever." Then he wrote, "Sorry about the note. I really like you. Jim." Now we're both teachers, and when I got back to my apartment one day after school, there was an envelope taped to my door. As I began to read the note, I realized I'd read it somewhere before. He had rewritten that original note, but changed it to "Will you marry me, be together forever, or whatever. Sorry about the note. I really love you. Jim." He was waiting in my room to propose.

An Offer She Couldn't Refuse
My boyfriend, Mike, and I were at my cousin's apartment, hanging out with her and her husband and their baby, Ryan. Mike is Ryan's godfather. We were all in the living room playing with the baby, and my cousin asked us to change him into his pajamas. So I unsnapped his onesie and went to pull it off over his head, and I realized he had on another one underneath. That onesie had writing on it: "AUNT GG, WILL YOU MARRY MY GODFATHER?" I read it, and then I looked next to me, and there was Mike down on one knee with the ring! And, of course, I said yes!

An Unforgettable View
My boyfriend, Rob, is a pilot, and we often take trips in a Cessna airplane. One night, Rob told me he had rented a plane for the next morning for what I thought would just be a typical flight. After we were in the air for about five minutes, he switched radio frequencies. This wasn't a normal procedure, so I was thinking, Oh gosh, what's wrong? Then Rob asked me, "What's that down there?" I looked down to the ground below us, and written on a football field were the words "Will You Marry Me, Delilah?" Of course I said yes, and the news of our engagement was broadcast for all to hear on radio frequency 123.45.

Love in Any Language
One day, at the hospital where I work, a fellow nurse walked into the OR and handed me a card. One side of the card said, "Chinese," and the back had something written in Chinese. A moment later, another nurse came in and handed me another card. On one side it said, "German," and the other side said something in German. This continued for 45 minutes, with cards coming in all different languages. I didn't know what to think until one of my patients complained of stomach pain, and I lifted up her blanket to find a card that said, "French," which is a language I read well -- I realized that all of the cards said, "Will you marry me?" I opened the door to the recovery room and found my fiance holding the final card. One side said, "English," and when I flipped it over, it said, "Will you marry me?"

Well-Played Proposal
For my birthday, Dell surprised me with a weekend at this beautiful, secluded house. That night after dinner, we decided to play Monopoly. On one of my first rolls, I landed on "Chance." When I pulled the card, it said my name and I was so confused. Dell had designed the card and had written a letter to me! At the end of the card, it said, "If you'll look my way, there is one thing I want to ask..." And when I turned to look at Dell, he was on his knee and holding the ring.

Rules of Engagement
My boyfriend, Nate, had been deployed in Afghanistan for a year, so for my birthday, Nate's friends threw me a party so I wouldn't be alone. The last present I opened was a card that told me to check my closet upstairs. In the closet, I found a DVD with a note that said, "Watch immediately." It was a video of Nate in Afghanistan, holding a sign that said to go to the first place we met. We all drove over to the school where Nate and I had been kindergarten classmates, and then I saw a soldier on the playground. Before I could process what was happening, I realized it was Nate, who had somehow managed to come home. I started bawling on his shoulder, and then he got on his knee and pulled out a ring that was custom-made for me in Afghanistan.

A Walk to Remember
Daniel and I met when we both decided to hike the Appalachian Trail. We met only a few days into our separate hikes and developed a wonderful friendship as we walked across the country together. Six-and-a-half months later, we reached the summit of Mount Katahdin at the end of the trail, and one year after that, Daniel took me back to the trail for a picnic. After we ate, Daniel helped me to my feet and then dropped to one knee. He said if we could walk 2,000 miles together through rain, snow, stress fractures, lightning, bugs, and creepy townies, then there is no doubt that we could take on anything else that life has to offer, and he couldn't imagine any adventure he would want to embark on without me by his side.

Sweet, isn't it? :)

Monday, November 30, 2009

Last day of November ler..
In November, I think the best thing that happened for me,
was being able to take a short but memorable trip with my JER.
(Photos up on FaceBook)
and this month marks our 3 years & 11 months!
Just another month to go! ^^ WHEE...

it just felt like yesterday that I took photos w JER on the last day of YEAR2008.
and now, 2009 is coming to an end too.
let's hurry up go create more memories for this year before it flies by!! :DD

PS: BF I LOVE YOU MOST! ^^

Thursday, November 19, 2009

it's TOMORROW!
woohoo. i need to sleep soon >.<

Friday, November 13, 2009

wells. I'm back from my vacation.
Will update about it soon.
right now, I just feel so shitty.
and my driving practical is in seven days' time.
not that it matters anymore.
sigh.

Saturday, November 07, 2009

I was reminded of that hurt, that pain.
urgh. it sucks.
why did i have to be reminded of it?
I'm thinking...
Perhaps, God meant for it to happen so that I realise that I haven't really let go of that hurt in me yet.
MAN!!!!!!!! :(

Monday, November 02, 2009

有一种爱叫做放手.

I actually feel kind of better today ler.
Yesterday night was horrible.
and I'm very thankful for Yvonne's phonecall and her time spent listening to me.
Thank you ah bon :))

I feel tired.
one last paper to go.
jiayou, limjiaxin.

Saturday, October 31, 2009

this is what i did today.

1. Had to walk a far distance because a bus broke down and jammed up the lanes.
2. Counted coins in the shop.
3. Ate bak kut teh (not my fav shop one).
4. Played games at boardgame cafe.
5. Rebonded my hair and dyed it (from 4.30pm to 9.30pm).
6. Came home on an empty stomach.
7. Going to sleep on an empty stomach and sad mood.

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

it was a yes-no question.
but sigh.
never mind.
so many things to study.
but having stupid headache.
SO SIAN la.. >.<
where did my motivation and momentum go!! :(

Monday, September 28, 2009

Saturday, September 26, 2009

I'm trying to learn something.
but somehow, because it has associated with something else, I don't feel like it anymore.
I'm possessive, I know.
sigh.

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

where ignorance is always bliss, one should not let her curiosity get the better of her.
and end up like me.
Feeling really terrible.
I feel heartbroken right now.
it's hurting me.
:(

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

hello world.
hello stranger.
sighh.

Thursday, September 17, 2009

16 september 2009.
it's the first time that I felt so traumatised in my whole life.
and I thank God for keeping you safe.
really. please promise not to get me so traumatised again.
I love you :)

Friday, September 11, 2009

today was a great day.
I went to COMEX w my most beloved boyfriend.
RAWR! the carparks were all full.
had to wait quite long to get a lot.
and thank God that we only took around fifteen to wait for one :D
then walked around.
SO MANY THINGS THAT WE WANTED TO BUY.
then boyfriend was busy enacting the scene from SHOPAHOLIC: "Do I really NEED this?"
So Cute!! :D

So we walked everywhere and were so tired.
SO happy for Boyfriend!
he bought a new external hard drive and antivirus!
whee.

OH! we were heading for the food area near the Fountain of Wealth.
when I stopped to look at something of a small restaurant.
and boyfriend couldn't resist the temptation anymore and so we settled for it.
hehs.
it's SKINNY PIZZA @ suntec city.
the food was fabulous!
okay not very great.
but savoury :)
we really ate a WHOLE COW i think.
haha.
and boyfriend wasted money on some UNIQUE thing.
:p
then we headed back to wdls, wanting to watch movies.
but cldn't get tix.
and being a glutton, despite being so FULL, I forced BF to eat topless five @ Swensens with me :D
WAHAHHAHA :D
I AM SO HAPPY TODAY :D